Browsing Tag

anxiety

  • Broken
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    Broken

    Do you feel a little broken? Patrick Watson asks on a Friday night. Of course I do. Who doesn’t? I’m not falling into a thousand pieces, I am not completely broken, but for sure…

    December 16, 2017
  • Tinder
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    Tinder

    I found him on POF years ago. It was the beginning of summer, I was done with dating students and guys met in bars. My co-workers had all find their boyfriend online, so why…

    December 10, 2017
  • Ease into it
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    Ease into it

    Over the last week, I have been feeling very lonely. I could, I can, I do complain a lot about my situation. To my family, my friends, even to myself. After a week in…

    December 2, 2017
  • The road less traveled
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    The road less traveled

    Whenever I travel, I get sick. It doesn’t matter whether I’m in a car, a bus or even on a plane: as soon as I get on I feel dizzy and want to through…

    November 26, 2017
  • Deep dark love
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    Deep dark love

    Tonight is the New Moon. This one is very special for me, as the Moon will be in Scorpio, my Sun sign. With Venus also in Scorpio, the dark and profound welcomes the love…

    November 18, 2017
  • Holy anger
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    Holy anger

    You have the right to be angry. I know, they tell you you’re not pretty when you are. They tell you it’s okay to cry, but please keep quiet. Let the tears fall slowly,…

    November 12, 2017
  • Living in the grey
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    Living in the gray

    There was this urge to go ahead and do it. So I did. I picked up my cards and started to shuffle them mindlessly. Just to get a sense of them. Let them take…

    November 4, 2017
  • Tipping toe
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    Tipping toe

    I’m back on Earth. God it feels good to feel the ground under my feet. Like my first ancestors who stood up and started walking, I can see much further away. I can glance…

    October 27, 2017
  • Swallowed in the sea
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    Swallowed in the sea

    I thought it was a wave. A big wave indeed, but still a wave. I was wrong. Or maybe I was right, but the wave caught me. I am now swallowed in the sea.…

    October 20, 2017
  • The wave
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    The wave

    It’s as if I had been preparing myself for it my entire life. When it got there, I was ready. No more anxiety, not even excitment. I just knew I had to go and…

    October 14, 2017