Browsing Tag

failing

  • Enjoy the sun
    Life

    Here comes the sun

    Flabbergasted. I had one of those Oprah’s Aha Moments. My work is to enjoy the sun. Damn. That took a while to get. Like, six years. Used to think I was a fast learner……

    April 5, 2018
  • Moonlight
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    Moonlight

    Oh, my beautiful. I’ve been resisting you. I know deep down that you are the one for me these days, but I keep pushing you aside. I don’t want to deal with you. You…

    March 31, 2018
  • The list
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    The list

    I’m a firm believer in lists. I basically swear by them. They are the solution to any chaotic state of mind. They are my light in the dark, my solid rock in the mud.…

    March 24, 2018
  • Cherry blossom
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    Cherry blossom

    The minute my ex-boyfriend left I was on Tinder. Like, literally. No time to waste? No, of course not. For sure, I wasn’t ready. Still. I just could not not resist the temptation to…

    March 16, 2018
  • Bimbo cat
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    Bimbo

    Finally. I had a date I was anxious, a.ka excited, about. After my first stage of Mother Theresa (or maybe FOMO?) where I wanted to give every guy a chance because they seem sweet…

    March 10, 2018
  • Manifest anything you want
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    Manifest anything you want

    My word for 2018 is Manifesting. I wanted to do magical things. I thought it was all about shiny pennies and getting what I want. I never thought I would be working so deeply…

    March 3, 2018
  • FOMO
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    FOMO

    This fear inside. This sense of urgency. As if there was not enough time. I want to live so hard, I want it to be so intense. Every breath feels so delicious. I want…

    February 24, 2018
  • Carve into fear
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    Carve into fear

    It’s Olympic season. Time for some epic wins, and some epic fails. Watching these beautiful, beautiful people accomplish amazing feats, as well as the occasional falls that are also part of the game, reminds…

    February 17, 2018
  • Winter of the soul
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    Winter of the soul

    I feel a little alone tonight. In the cold winter night, I am sitting in silence. In 28 years in this present life, it’s my first winter by myself. No one to cuddle with,…

    February 10, 2018
  • Leave room for the unexpected
    Life

    Leave room for the unexpected

    I did the math. It’s been 23 years since I’ve started studying. I have never left school before for more than six months. All these years spent within a structure, even more over the…

    January 27, 2018